If I Ever Feel Better

“You’re not blogging anymore,” said my friend the other day, someone I hadn’t seen in a few years.

“No, I haven’t really had the time.”

“I guess the angst is all gone too,” she said.  “You’re married, you’ve got a good job.”

Maybe.  I certainly don’t feel the same way I did when I was 24 and starting blogging.  As I said in my last, very self-referential post, maybe this site wouldn’t work if I ever did feel better.  But that’s not entirely it too.

Mostly I think I just got tired of the sound of my own voice.  The same tone, the same kind of thoughts about the universe.  It started to feel like I wasn’t writing anything that I would want to read if it was by someone else.  Has that changed?  I hope so.  Maybe I need to try a few new things - throw some ideas out there and see if they work.  Experiment a little.